2017

So many things happened in 2017...

I was proposed to, got engaged, got married, went on honeymoon, became 30!!, moved out from my apartment in Haifa back to Nazareth, bought a house, bought birds and all of a sudden I am completely changed in just one year. 

I wanted to write so many times but I was so busy that I didn't have the time to it, too tired and that's why I don't have posts. 

But here is a little recap. 

Becoming 30 years old was depressing to me, although it was supposed to be a good year for me. 

I am the one who always thought that birthdays should be celebrated because of all the things that person went through all those years until that day, cherishing everything and making decisions and changes maybe for the upcoming years. 

I finished 30 years on earth, after I met the love of my life, finished second degree in Law, got a stable job, became independent with life experiences, got engaged and was ready and about to get married on the same year. 

However, I felt really bad on my birthday and I didn't celebrate. It was something about the number that I couldn't accept and until today, I can't find the reason for my feelings and behavior on my birthday. 

Anyways, getting married was so exciting to me. I was overwhelmed. 

I was so happy and sad at the same time because I was about to leave my family and get a new one.

It is a mixture of feelings that's hard to describe.

Marriage is something to work on. It makes two different people become one. It needs both sides to understand, work, have patience and love, for eachother.

It is wonderful when you realize that you are now Two and not One anymore. 

By the way, you know me and how I love good dates- so my engagement party was on 17.2.17 and my wedding day was on 7.10.17. :)